#57 BALANCING PASSION AND AMBITION: MY BLOGGING AND CAREERS GOALS

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People said, you 'll find who you are based on your ambition and passion. that's clearly explain how I found my hobbies. It is happened when I was senior high school, I realized that I have "we can call it" passion to write. this passion not just in case suddenly I realized, but I passed a lot of ways that bring me to join school perss. 

I joined school press because of i think there's no extracurricular that suit to me. I can't do much things outdoor and I tired enough if I join school academic team for olympiad. It means I love write when I can't do anything else than write. my very first edition of my write was posted by the school magazine when I was second grade on senior high school. Surprisingly, I felt joyful to know that my write liked by lot of people. Start from that time, I realized that I love to do this. 

Fast forward when I was accepted as university student, I met a friend and she teach me to make my write into a blog version, so everyone can read. Start from that, I really love to blogging. At first, I trying to express my own feelings into words and I write that with Indonesian. growing with write habitual, know I try to expanse my blog into informative blog and use English, even my English not that good but I always learning. 

Focusing on my blog didn't make me forget my responsibility to learn my major at university. My daily activities as public policy student sometimes takes a lot of time and misses the opportunity to write a lot of things. I've been in a month without any updates on my blog because I'm too busy to do my university task.  

Till one day, I really exhausted to make it all balance. I stopped to write on my blog, I didn't do any progress on my university task. Even, I stopped to do on my social media. I take a long break and find my self feel so empty without all of that routine. So, I arranged for vacation in several days, I realized that I need to write, for me writing its kind of like stressed released and I need to do that between on my busy day. 

Writing teach me how to control my emotions, even my anger. with writing, I find path to reach my careers goals. That sounds amazing because, when I write something, I do research first. it is similar with how researcher do their research. 

I enjoy, every word can express many kind of feelings. I'm happy can influenced people to start their hobby especially on writing. In my opinion, writing helps me to express what inside my head. in every opportunity, I'll try to express my feelings on writing. It is also help me to balance between my blogging and my careers goals.