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I'm happy for my journey to be right now. I've never dissapointed in each of decission i made before. Perhaps, i dont have much friend. I'm quite introvert so i just catching up with new friend just for say hi. 

Talk about friend, in this journey part of friend kinda red pointed because i was sacrifaced that much. Someone say about people come and go. That's why i'm not surprised if that happend to me. 

I feel amaze with my self, first i started this journey with tiny support system. I dont have much friend. At that time i just have one person who still stay until right now, and i respect to her so much. My family tho. They like a bunch of power what i have to boost until growing like this day. My parents, they give me responsibility that maybe not every parent give on their child. 

Then i "trap" to the really god good cycle, i met with a incredible person at the campus, join several things and that bring me so far away from my tiny self to that strongest one. My tiny little step was my decision to take international class. I think, its not tiny anymore. Becuse start from this way, i grow with so much friend and experience. Even sometimes i just think back like why i took this hard way but for sure, i never regret. 

The bring me to met incredible lecturer. Something that i already know is about the lecturer style, i just known that they "treat" totally diffrent between regular and international class. I'm so surprised. 

When everything goes like what i want, god sent me another thing. At that time i was like "damn, why you destroy my plan" it sounds like that. I know, god is good. Thats why people didn't understand with him before they know the mean of. Actually its about my university program. I can conclude its like volunteer but happend to build "soft skill" on the village. Its fun, but not actually fun. I mean, i met several friends. Some people smart, lovely, kindess, cheering the moment but some people also dumb, and unecessary to come in "actualy". At same time i also take assitant for my Political Lab. At that time, i met a lot of people with really good experience. Who already internship in the incredible place that make me amazed. Finish with this kind of things, apply internship that "excidently" bring me to my very first time living away from my parents. So far, Internship change me a lot. I'll tell you why. 

I was internship at Ministry of Law and Human Rights. I'll disclimer first its not happend to each intern bcs each intern had a different devision. Luckly i get to best one. I met with a lot of smart people. This is the real smart people! My mentor, she's the badass one. Graduated from best uni in indonesia and took graduate at OZ it such an amazing. Beside that i also met like a lot of people with a bundle of achievement. Internship change me about the way to see a man. 

Before i go to internship, i think that in my age we need to have like "boyfriend" or support system. In fact, i met a great people who decide to being single first and selected about boyfriend. This kinda of things actually change my mind. They bit by bit teach me to know what is my velue, where is my place and that make grow as mentality.

I'm happy in the near of smart people, lot of experience, and incredible. Is it story stop in here ? 

Of course no. After my internship era had been done, i start another journy to one another step to study abroad. I'll explain later on, because i'll post this first.